In the Beginning
In the beginning, the work was without form,
and Wisdom was with God and
Wisdom inspired God and the Void
grew and separated into letters & blocks.
The Word was still without form.
The letters mutated and shape-shifted.
They debated their form, and still they
shape-shifted, refusing to be bound
to one understanding, remaining as fluid
as Creation, evolving from Primordial
Bang, forming and reforming. Letters
grew too massive and fell
into black holes, swirling about into
galaxies, spiral & elliptical, structured &
diffused. Writers, poets, work makers & word
users tried to bind them into books, &
manuscripts and found the words would not
be still, they morphed and changed—order
size, shape. They looked upon the blank page,
terrified for it was void and without form.
The Face of the Deep beckoned, pulling
some under, some to dive deep and resurface
with raw ore they hammered into
prose & poetry which switched places when
they set down their pen, covered the typewriter,
silenced the computer. Words will not be bound
into a block, frozen into works, and Lady Wisdom
or a false, golden mirage will beckon to them,
promising truth and fantasy, who again
morph & blend and transform each other
wearing the harlequin mask that
deceives, truth pretending to be nonsense
and Truth revealed to tumble again
into tumbled blocks of sounds without
sense, falling apart the harder
the effort to edit sense out of raw
by causative agent.
Like cars piling up in a traffic jam,
my thoughts are all there,
trying to express all at once.
It’s not like I don’t have any stories,
it’s that they come all at once
jamming into each other.
Like mixing all the colors together,
like a dam holding back water,
the words build up pressure,
Pushing to get out,
they climb over each other,
fall down, and get stomped on.
Sadly some never make it out alive,
some get overwhelmed,
others just get confused.
While some unite,
old ideas forgotten into new ones,
others just seem to fade away,
Thinking they’re forgotten without
being heard, not realizing the power
inherent in their silence.
When the frequencies separate,
When the light turns green again,
When the dam opens,
We get rainbows of words
expressing feelings, telling stories,
witnessing our many paths,
Unfolding us into One.
What I believe this is telling me is not to resist it, not to name it, not to give it power because it is powerful already by its nature.
Instead I allow, I take a different path for now remembering that there is usually more than one way to get there from here.
Perhaps the way that is made clear is not the way I had anticipated. Yet, perhaps it will lead me to even greater gifts to give.